Thursday, May 27, 2010

Asleep Walking

Have we decided whether this is a Story-Update blog or a Work/Life-Update blog or..?

Because I think I'm just going to go ahead and write about work - which is going to be boring because 1) My writing skills are all shot to pieces (which is not making my job any easier since the entirety of my job is just writing pieces) and 2) I'm not sure the incredible level of technical skill necessary to make working way out beyond the cornfields sound interesting.

So to start: I've already told y'all this but, I'm pretty sure working for a judge or being a judge is pretty awesome.

Right now, I'm externing for a justice on the appellate court (I just found out today that the judge's mother was the first female judge in Alexander County, the first female circuit judge in the judicial court, and the first female appellate court justice in the district! - Also, unrelated: apparently yesterday her caretaker/nurse/whatever tried to pull a cover-up on her by saying someone broke into their house to steal pain pills or something ridiculous like that; and in the office we were all like, I can't believe someone's trying to pull this on a judge...).

It's a pretty sweet job.

A basic day starts at 9am, an hour or so for lunch, and then the day ends at 4.30pm - although, I get the feeling that the times aren't really very strict: sometimes people leave early, or arrive late, or take a nice long lunch. And since we work for the State, we get all the State holidays off, too. I was talking to one of the clerks in the office, and she said that one of the main differences between working for the State and working for a corporation doing transactional stuff is that you really feel like you're making an impact.

And I feel it, too: On my first day I was assigned to write a disposition/rule 23 order - kind of like an opinion but because the facts are so similar to other case law it won't add anything new. But still, it kind of feels like what I'm writing has a definite impact (alright, so maybe not what I am writing (unless!), but the work done in the office anyway) - I mean, you can pull up a picture through the database of the very person whose case I'm working on.

Also, it's a little like a behind the scenes peek at what goes into those cases, the thousands of which we've had to read. At the appellate level, there's a panel of three judges who listen and then they take an impression vote - and so we got to hear what their initial thoughts are following the oral arguments and there's a better idea of what direction the opinion is going to be like. It's totally different from cramming for contracts/torts - and it's definitely like a practical application of some of the key terms we've learned in class.

I've also gotten to do a few court observations [Small world note: at the first courthouse I met another extern; and then today, I almost met his wife, who was externing at the other courthouse!] - haven't seen any big bench trials or anything major - but it's kind of cool just to be there, I guess. Though sitting through the criminal cases definitely reaffirms that I am not interested in crim law (thankfully, the two crim cases I'm dealing with now are on appeal for other issues, more procedural type stuff). Haven't seen any really exciting family law cases - but I've heard them described to me as really nice... Basically, court watching days are just watching the judges handle long cases really quickly, mostly preliminary hearings or assigning new days for the cases to come back.

Took a brief tour of the Appellate Courthouse today - it used to be the Illinois Supreme Court at one time. Lincoln argued a case there!

Well... I think that's everything about my job.

Updates, please!

P.S. The people in Southern Illinois are all incredibly nice. I mean, I'm from the Midwest so I guess I've always heard other people say Midwesterners are nice, but - let's just say, everyone here is so nice it almost makes me think I could live/work here for a little moment (which is coming from a girl who never even thought she'd have to learn how to drive because who needs to drive when you live in the city).

Falling Down Stairs

I decided to sit on my top stair for a moment today. This in itself seems kind of strange but sometimes I need to take a pause and sit and think, take a breath, wherever I might be. I happened to be about to walk downstairs so there I sat. Gazing down, I was struck by the strange temptation to tumble down, just fall. 

While this particular urge was new to me (possibly because I don't find myself sitting at the top of stairs too often), I don't think the idea was totally new. Part of it is the release, the total abandon that attracts me. But also, just the possibility fascinates me--the fact that I could, maybe simply out of curiosity, yet I restrain myself is tantalizing in itself. 

I think about this a lot when I'm driving. I didn't come up with this first, it's discussed a bit in the novel Rant by Chuck Palahniuk, but it's amazing how we can drive everyday completely believing in the fragile system we've created, the thin double yellow line we all adhere to when it would be so unbelievably easy to cross it. That even a single lapse, a slight twitch of my arm to the left could change everything is frighteningly intriguing. I don't want to think about it but I can't resist doing so all the time. It's kind of like what Dostoevsky said about his gambling addiction, when you're surrounded by endless possibilities how can you ignore them? It's not exactly the same because I'd never actually give in to the possibilities, but it's kind of the idea of our absolute freedom we often forget about. Anything is possible and almost everything you know about life can change in a blink of an eye. But it's much more comfortable to ignore this.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Why?

After 10+ failed attempts, Mozilla's Firefox saves the day. I am finally on -- hold the applause!

Ever since I was a kid, when things went wrong, I asked, why? People always say curiosity kills the cat, but I'd prefer to be an enlightened dead cat over an ignorant dead one any day.

So a few things I've been pondering lately:
Why does blogger hate me?
Why can't I make decent headway on this damn note?
Why does it take triple the time to see a doctor in the States than in Korea?
Why is some food so good and others so bad when the materials used are the same?
Why do we always gain perspective when at home?
Why am I wasting time on this question and not watching yesterday's gLee?

And as they say, to each their own in search of life's answers; it's not the end that matters, but the journey. To that I say -- yeah right: I want answers, dammit!!

And since no quality post is without a photo, here's an inaugural one.


Why does the tower of Pisa lean right instead of left?

Talking about the weather is cruel

So let's talk weather in beautiful Urbana. It's been pretty consistently in the 90's and humid because it refuses to rain. This makes it just perfect when my ac is broken for a couple of days. Being in a sauna is supposed to be good for you right? My skin is going to be so shiny and soft and moisturized, I'm totally pumped! Y'all can have your beautiful cali weather, I am absolutely loving it here. What's better than waking up in a pool of your own sweat on the couch downstairs because it's even worse (I mean better) upstairs?

Oh, and noticing this is 'stories from the cornfield', I guess I should mention how beautiful they look in the sunset as I run past them every day. They really do, not joking now. On a backdrop of amazing clouds of every color of the spectrum and a blazing red sun, I actually do appreciate them. The best thing about the midwest is there's so much sky here. That might seem weird to some but it's a big deal for a city boy like me.

Maybe one day I can reach it, I've been looking up for so long.

Re:Summer Weather

Summer weather is been kinda off here in LA where it varies from downright cold to being beautiful and hot where it makes going out troublesome since one needs to bring different types of clothing. I am enjoying the amazing produce out here and have spent ridiculous amounts of money at my local farmer's market buying cherries, peaches, nectarines, strawberries and super sweet white corn. I also came across a good seafood stand that had fresh oysters and fish.

A Wish Come True

just signing in: so glad it's finally summer weather.
Also: the weather is my new favorite topic.

^_^